Self Discovery – Finding My Purpose

Just a tiny little thing that’s been nagging me for the past 10 years or so —- What Is MY Purpose? This little tiny question is eating me alive. I feel like I am running out time to figure what just what I am supposed to be doing with this gift, this life. I long for pure joy and happiness, passing on to my kids an un-failing faith and a love for life and personal financial freedom. I want to wake up smiling and feeling whole and I want to go to bed feeling the same way. I don’t want to feel worried, sad, sluggish, tired, resentful or angry.  I want feel like my presence is making a difference. And I don’t want to go through life feeling like a burden to the people closest to me. I want to find adventure daily. I want to learn something daily. And daily I want to be the reason someone is happy. I want to end inner negative chatter. I want to talk myself up instead of allowing outside voices that put myself down to be the voice I believe. What brings me pure joy? What gets me to jump out of bed every morning excited to be alive? How do I discover my true passion? I have no idea. What do I care about? My family, caring for animals, photography, being outside, growing and making real food What do I fear? Public speaking, meeting new people, conflict, being put on the spot, debating …. to be continued God, Please guide me to my true self. Help me to see the person that you love. And help the person, my life partner, who is supposed to really see me, see that person also. Put in place the tools and wisdom I need to achieve my life’s purpose.

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